~ My TrUe FeeLinGs...~

At 9:01 PM on Monday, December 13, 2004

After much reflection after one night of sleepless night.... thinking about my relationship about between me and my bf..... yesterday night stay up almost till 4am just to wait for my bf to call me to let me know that he is back home.... seriously ppl might think that i am STUPID.... stupid in a way that i should give him call earlier... but i know that he dun like me to disturb him when he is with his friends so i just let him be.... and all i do is just want him to give me a call when he reached home..... and in my mind i tot he forgotten about giving me a call or he is too tired..... but all he told me was that he didn't say he would call be when he reach home.... i'm like.... that WTF i'm waiting for your call.... anyway, i'm going out later with my friend for a drink and he ask me to call him when i reach home.... i'm like.... i'll let you have a taste of your own medicine too.... and see how it taste and feels like.... anyway, i have already decide to pull back some of my feelings cos he is like so can't be bother... and why should i be bothered.....

Love,
F@iTh