>>>i'm feeling devastated now....<<<<

At 5:31 PM on Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Guess what...?? He has got a new gf.... someone by the name qiufang..... who is 6 yrs younger than him.... probably she is the right one for him... but i just dunno why...??? i feel like crying.... my heart feel pain.... why??? why is there still such feelings in me...??? haven't i let go???? i tot i did.... but why is this coming over me....??? why did i let this come to me...??? Did i really did something wrong to deserve this....??? what lead to this...??? why...??? why can he just get over it so easily and get it a relatioship so soon..... his previous girlfriend before me.... make him single for 9 full months before i was with him... why this girl only need 2 months....??? does this mesn that he doesn't cherish me at all....??? Or i'm not even in his heart for the past 8 months i have been with him... that he could just throw me away without thinking.... Or he doesn't even using his brains to think....

Reflections: I need to let him go.... from my heart... from my mind.... i can't go on like this....

Love,
F@iTh